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Monday, July 20, 2009

Still hanging in here

Every day lately seems to present new challenges. I often feel like asking God why he thinks I am so strong, or perhaps why he made me so strong. I feel like saying hey God today can I be weak, today can everything go RIGHT??? Please, please, please, with whipped cream and a cherry on top??? SIGH..... Okay so I guess not. The really cool thing is I keep learning so much more at our new church. I am so thankful to be in this new church. And actually some of my situation that I am currently going through has given me some new things that I am able to share with some people who need to hear it.

So for that I am thankful. I DO NOT like the situation that I am in and do not want a divorce. This is ripping my kids apart, and I hate to see them suffering. But I am thankful for the things I have been learning through all of this. God is good and most assuredly has a plan. So I am hanging on and waiting upon his timing. He will NOT leave me, or my kids, nor forsake us. He wants the best for us.

I am still amazed at the new things I am learning and at exactly how often, like daily, the bible is now relevant, thank you Lord. If the Lord was not a God of grace and mercy, he would surely have gotten sick of me years ago. I am still grateful for these gifts everyday!!

Thank you for all the prayers. I greatly appreciate them.

1 comment:

Prairie Chick said...

Oh girl. Standing in the rain with you. Tears still spring to my eyes for you. Tears of sorrow and of pride. Be strong girl, storming the heavenlies for you. He will be your champion.